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| 03:36pm 02/04/2007 |
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mood:  aggravated
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I have a friend of that i know is just trying to fool himself and im tring to show him that its wrong. But he says let him be and a true friend accepts them and tries not to change them and i say how can i watch a good friend make bad decisions. Am i trying to change him or am i protecting him? Either way if i fight him on this our friendship is lost so i guess ill just be passive. Its hard not to feel anger and hurt when he does what he is doing. its hard not to show my anger and my hurt. So now i guess it will be akward. our friendship is stained because i couldnt take it any longer and i blew up at him. even thought i apologised its still a backwards situation. This Sucks. |
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| Home Sweet Home |
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| 11:05pm 18/03/2007 |
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mood:  tired
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Im home in good ol' Oak Foe. yup. Kyle and i came here for spring break, we are going downtown tomarrrow and are going to the museums and maybe catch 300 at the IMAX. Eventhough we have seen it, we haven't seen it on the IMAX, so its like watching a totally different movie that i've never seen. makes sense to me. We are going to stay in a hotel on michigan, the ramada i think, and go to this fancy steak house that mom has a gift certifercate to. Next day hit the 4 story Borders and whatever else we didn't get to see. I STILL HAVENT SEEN MILLENIUM PARK! ive drove past it yes, but have never been there. Hopefully it will be warm enough to rough out the weather. i bet it will be windy.
Midterms are over and i got A's on both of my tests. i had to drop Krazy Korean Guy's class b/c his demands on the students were outragous and was stressing me out bad.
One of my students called me Proffessor, i felt cool in that nerdy kind of way.
Tuesday night my mom and sister and i are going to pull out my moms wedding dress. Kristy is getting married so we are having a few inclusive festivities for her while Christopher and Kyle go to the bar.
It looks as though i will be spending another summer at school at work and teaching. At least we have the lake to go to, that's what makes murray worth while in the summer.
Oh yeah, i have another job producing, archiving, and web design for a show at my radio station that im helping on getting syndicated. we are very excited.
Nothing new or exciting. the last couple months have been a personal hell for me for reasons im not comfortable disclosing on the internet. Things are getting better though, but for now it still sucks. |
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| One week done 15 to go? |
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| 02:23pm 19/01/2007 |
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mood:  busy music: The Flaming Lips
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Well i got done with my first week of grad school and i feel like im going to college for the first time. I have 10 chapters to read in Mass Com Research (which turns out to be a statistics class, IM so SCREWED) and a massive research paper on im thinking Hispanic Media in the U.S. for a maticulous Korean teacher who doesn't like to give A's out to people. uh, im nervous. i got a free ride to school i dont want to mess that up. NOt to mention i have to teach 2 labs next week. I get to teach the youngsters how to record using audio equipment and how to use a video camera and Final Cut PRo its editing program. I have soccer on Tuesdays in Mayfield and Climbing wednsdays and sundays. Not To Mention the BEARS ARE IN THE MOTHA FUCKN' CHAMPIONSHIP GAME!!!!! everyone wants new orleans to win because of katrina i say, F_BOMB to that. if they stop killn each other down there then i would belieave they want it. screw that, go BEARS!! oh yeah...and kyle and i are talking again....:) |
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| It will catch up with me...all of it. |
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| 05:41pm 12/01/2007 |
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mood:  confused
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I find that i cant control this newly found impulsiveness. Most of my decisions lately have been impulsive. i'm going to get myself into trouble, i know it. I already am mad at myself for some choices. I think its because i have been a bit of a basket case recently. Life is just rough right now, nothing (except for my job) is concrete. There aren't any patterns in my life and the people fall out of my life just as quickly as they came. im weeding through my garden of friends. I already weeded out my boyfriend. Im weeding throught my dreams, goals, my past, my present. Im impulsively pulling shit out of my garden, but here and there i pull out a flower. |
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| RAWR!! |
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| 01:25pm 07/01/2007 |
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mood:  nerdy music: Jazz
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Out of the ashes fist leading the way, i am back with flames and vengence.
yeah that would have been cool. |
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| 05:33pm 02/08/2006 |
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mood: tired
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why do i still have this? |
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| 07:53pm 24/01/2006 |
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mood:  nostalgic music: weezer
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i feel like we are all strangers again...
maybe it was the american idol that i was watching today or maybe it was the fact i was sitting alone in winslow and didnt recognise faces. i dont even have to know the people, but the same old people that i never knew but always have seen in winslow arent there any more. People graduated, dropped out, or fell of the face of the planet. Ive talked less and less to people as i plunge deeper and deeper into my life, and now that i live off campus...its like it never happened...the horde. american idol nights, ha ha those were fun! |
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| The grades are in |
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| 06:46pm 20/12/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: Sublime
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yup thats right folks the grades are in and my goals of getting straight A's this semester (hence my absence to the world) fell short by 1 B. But hey 4 out of 5 isn bad. i made deans list, and perhaps an A for going to London can help out a bit. And thats it with the Katie's life wrap up report.
-Katie Villanueva |
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| The Perks of Life |
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| 10:27pm 29/11/2005 |
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mood: tired music: Santana
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1. Back-washing onto the water fountain
2. Cold weather when im on the inside
3. Farting under the covers :)
4. Loose Change
5. Killing boys in video games
6. Congas
7. Taking my sox off of my feet, with my feet in bed
8. HOT showers, like so hot, when you get out your stepping into a cloud and it leaks out the door.
9. Not turning the vent fan on when i take HOT showers
10. Padded Bras (then no one knows when my boobs decide to be cold)
11. Basketball Shorts and Wife Beaters!!!
12. long sleeved shirts under a sweater
13. Getting out of a warm bed, into a cold room in the morning and then running back to bed to find your warm spot.
14. Rock 'N Roll
15. New car smell
16. Making time to sit down once a week to watch your favorite tv show: Rome, Family Guy, X-men
17. Being sucked into a good book
18. Feeling like you look like the Shit!
20. A good drunk |
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| 06:16pm 27/11/2005 |
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i live!
Party with after finals, it will be CrAzY! |
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| heaven apon me |
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| 02:35pm 03/11/2005 |
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mood:  stressed
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only a few more weeks... |
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| i cant believe it |
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| 04:08pm 29/10/2005 |
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mood:  nervous
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im sick Halloween weekend. :( Tomarrow i meet Kyles parents, OOooOoO exciting, i hope they dont hate me. |
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| This CrooKed StreeT |
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| 12:24am 25/10/2005 |
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mood: annoyed music: Dave Matthews
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It's that time of the night to reflect on flaky smiles and vintage attitudes. It's that time to reminis and plan to make all of our dreams to come true. It's time to be drunk in our sadness and relish in our incomplete lives. It's time for a post.
I feel like im waiting while i'm walking. Time can never be so slow, but the thoughts couldn't be hitting me faster. Life truely is a crooked street, either that or i'm just walking in zig zags... |
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| Really got to hand it to you |
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| 01:53pm 02/10/2005 |
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mood: excited music: taking back sunday
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Hey everyone, tune in to 91.3 or go on line to http://www.wkms.org and listen to SOUNDS ACOUSTIC my radio show tonight at 12am. It will be the first show and i'm uber excited!! Tonight we are playing ben folds, death cab for a cutie, amos lee, ziggy marley and the melody makers and a lot more. check it out!! |
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| a quick update |
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| 12:42pm 25/09/2005 |
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mood: happy music: NFL football
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i have fallen off the face of the planet, i know. I'm acctually applying myself in school and its paying off, but it takes up soooooo much of my time. Work has picked up for me, im starting to over shoot my 20hrs a week. I was on All Things Considered Thursday and Friday. Thursday was a disaster and i almost cried. Friday was like i'd been doing it for years and i almost cried (i was so happy). im supposed to be on the air once a week so to keep up with what i learned. im still nervouse about going behind the mic, but its kinda exciting at the same time. Like doing a play. OOooo and everyone says when my voice hits that lower register i have an amazing radio voice. So i like to "sex talk" the mic. ;p anywho... on top of those things kyle and i are scraping time together to see each other. Its a good thing he's cool with not being able to see me a lot during the week or else we'd have a problem, ha ha. I'm dying to get the hell out of the dorms, but Ashley and Summer want to move into the ghetto. i love living in the ghetto, Kyle is living in the apartment that i used to live in, so that would be cool. but shane moved back into the ghetto and its really akward. If kyle and i were to break up that is two exboyfriends within a 6 house radius and i dont know if i would be able to handle that. im supposed to be apartment shopping now but ashly hasnt calle me. i would loathe living in the dorm for another semester. anywho i need to get my homework done. i find that if i get all of my homeworkd done for the week before the weekend is over, i have more time to study and hang out later. wow, i wish someone told me this earlier.
OOoo i forgot, in two weeks Kyle mary jackie glynsy, ryan and i are going up to chicago to go to a fundraiser candle light bowl in order to raise money for my mom to go to the transplant olympics this summer. What is even better is that the games are going to be in the states this year. Previous years it has been in New Zeland, China, Canada, this year: Louisville, KY!! alright enough procrastinating.... |
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| Blues |
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| 02:39pm 12/09/2005 |
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mood: nostalgic
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in rock and roll class we have to write a couplet for a blues song and this is mine.
Woke up Friday mornin'
my fish was dead in his bo'
Woke up Fiday mornin'
my fish was dead in his bo'
took my only friend and flushed him down the hole.
i hope willy likes it. |
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| R.I.P |
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| 06:22pm 11/09/2005 |
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my fish William the I died yesturday. |
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| mayor. |
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| 09:10am 08/09/2005 |
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HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY JACOB!!!!
call me this weekend if you are going to celebrate.
*poke* |
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| 11:57pm 01/09/2005 |
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i got tagged by ultimatejay.
List five songs that you are currently digging - it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions and the five songs (with artist) in your blog. Then tag five people to see what they're listening to.
Songs:
1. desperado- Eagles
2. swing life away- rise against
3. take it away- the used
4. what it is to burn- Finch
5. free bird - leonard skynard
I tag:
1.dr.ska
2.tfunk
3.miketv14
4.this_is_matt |
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| list poem |
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| 02:05pm 30/08/2005 |
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mood:  fuzzy music: Death Cab
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rain dripping infront of my big blue eyes
soaked bangs slick on my face
vegitable soup
red tipped nose
fleace pants
fleace hoodie
cappachino later
snuggling in between blankets
shivers
Death Cab for a Cutie |
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